Before you delve into the wonder that is my profile..read this[:
If you're a creeper, I have a gun and know how to use it, and i won't hesistate to do so =]
No kids. Don't get me wrong, i love them, but i've been there, done that with the ex wife drama..plus, i want my OWN.
Don't contact me if you're a perv. I don't do "intimate encounters".
If you don't text, a lot, it won't work. I'm not stalker clingy, but I do like to talk to someone i'm interested in or with..i mean..hellllooooo. Communication =]
If you aren't Christian we probably won't get along. We can try but....yeah.
Same goes for if you're a liberal =]
I'm sweet and shy. Don't assume i'm not interested. Instead, ask me. There's a novel idea o:
I have my reasons for liking older guys. I can handle some immaturity but we really should act our age, not our shoe size. There's a difference between being goofy and being immature =]
I love to laugh and smile. So, humor is kind of important =]
I don't like arrogant people. You don't know everything, you aren't God, i'm not stupid, don't treat me like i am.
I'm done with give and take, me being said giver ALL the time, the other being said taker. It takes two to work.
Don't bother telling me how screwed up i am. I already know this. I don't need you telling me. Guess what? You're screwed up too. I could be making millions on some dramatic talk show telling you this so heed those words =]
Anyways, onto my profile..
i cut. there i said it.
deal with it.
i'm depressed a lot.
don't ask why.
but i'm also happy, too.
but i want deep happiness.
like true happiness.
that someone brings me.
without even trying.
that's what i need.
what i want.
i need to need someone.
i want to need someone.
i want to admire him.
and love him.
and adore him.
and look up to him.
and listen to him.
show him what love really is.
something sweet.
something pure.
something real.
trust and loyalty.
i know where i need to be.
and i know what i want.
and i want a guy who will take me there.
who makes me believe in fate.

this is my life. this is your life. are you who you wanna be?
i want someone.
who can love me the way no one else does.
be a best friend, tell the truth, over use i love you.
go to work, do your best, don't outsmart your common sense.
never let your praying knees get lazy and love like crazy.
words to live by.
skydiving. check.
rocky mountain climbing. check.
2.7 seconds at least, on a bull named foo man shoo. check.
loved deeper. check.
spoke sweeter. check.
gave forgivness i'd been denying. check.
became a friend a friend would like to have. check.
read the good book. check.
lived like i was dying...check.